The Bad in Life Makes You See The Good Better

I really want to just declare something in the middle of my hectic work piles...

Something really important to me.

Or rather someone.



Dear God,

Thank you for sending N into my world of Hard-headed Stupidity.
For gently pointing out my weaknesses, my wrongs, For overthrowing my world, making me upset and cry, And then For holding and consoling me till I get out of my tantrums.

May we continue in love and conquer the atrocities of life together.


PS: it really takes something horrible to realise something wonderful that has always been there... Then again, it's probably not that huge... just horrible to me.

Work Woes

Seems like all I'm blogging about these days are just disatisfaction from work and that I'm constantly landing up in places I really don't want to be in...

Haix... The grass is always greener on the other side...

I'm hoping that HP or Renaissance gives me a reply soon so that I'll know I can leave....

Pls let there be green pastures for me if I move....

2 mths notice is a long long time.....

Unhappy, Unsatisfied, Unfufilled.

I'm still making stupid mistakes at work and it's killing me fast.
I feel it's thoroughly political in here and my errors in my work are just quickening my death here...

Haix...

Out of the frying pan into the boiling pot...
Either ways I'm dead...

*crossing my fingers, hoping for a chance at a change.*

Hopefully my next stint will be something I can do well at.

Mad about the Pretty Boy...

Anyways,
I'm currently hooked on this guy... and he's like so so so..... gorgeous... to me la...

it's like i dream of him sometimes... daydream...


He acts in this teen drama serial 公主小妹, an adaptation from a Jap Manga 我家小妹by Kazuko Fujita. And he's so........ so cute....


cannot tahan....


here's a shot of him...

Oh well... One can only dream when the guy is a dreamily-good-looking idol...

My fave manga 彼氏彼女の事情 aka Kare Kano which depicts a story about the main character, Yukino Miyazawa, a Japanese high school freshman who is the envy of her classmates because of her good grades and immaculate appearance. However, this is just a charade she maintains to win praise—at home and in private, she is spoiled, stubborn, and a slob, and studies relentlessly instead of spending time with her sisters. Her position is threatened by Soichiro Arima, a handsome young man who also gets top grades. Yukino considers his very existence to be a challenge to her class leadership positions and a threat to the praise on which she thrives, and so she vows to destroy him. But after some misunderstandings, they see past each other's facades and fall in love. The series follows their relationship as they are tested by school, family problems, and friends. (Quoted from Wikipedia)

Anyways, the point is, my most recent daydream is actually to act in this drama if they ever have an adaptation.. and my male lead, I think Wu Zun's one of the most suitable male stars in the entertainment biz for this role so far... HOHOHOHO...

One can only dream........

Catching up... Trying...

I know this is probably the X time in my blog life, that I come back to bloggin after a really long lapse of time. You know... there's work and other things in life that requires much of my attentions all the time... Blogging is more like an activity based on feeling la... U can't blog when you have absolutely nothing you want to blog about right??

Well... Things have certainly changed quite some bit since my last post...

Career wise, well, I have left that god-forsaken place a couple of months back... Currently slogging and slacking at this UK MNC. haha... my title in fact sounds pretty glam... oh well, job wise might not be my cup of tea... but pple here (my clique) that is are pretty ok... fun to be with in fact. though some back-stabbing and office politics going on la... but hey, what's an office without a little drama-rama?? it's definitely much better than life at SASA.. I'm not complaining so far...

Though again, I do have some job offers ard... hopefully they pay even better with better job prospects.. I'll jump ship if the offer is too tempting to resist, so hopefully they do tempt me... haha... then again, i feel guilty about doing the jump since the current company had welcomed me with open arms... HAIX....

Trying my luck at something which i had always been striving for... Will update on it if things go my way... right now it's still on pending status...

Yup... enuf said for now...
not going to say when's my next post... oh well...
my frens know it's fruitless to be waiting and expecting my posts...

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!