He came back...
when i'm starting at step 2...
Wat the...
星期一, 3月 30, 2009
Detox Step 2
I think i'm slowly getting the knack for doing the step 1 la... it's not a sure stable kind of footing, but.. I'm getting to it...
So here's the next step:
Don't think of him when you wake.
Don't think of him before you sleep.
Don't think of him on weekends.
Don't think of him when you dream.
And if you really have to think of him, Think horrible thoughts about him... how he digs his nose and flicks that disgusting piece of **** with his fingers... how he said nasty things about your bestest frens... how he kicked that poor little kitten with his dirty shoes...
So here's the next step:
Don't think of him when you wake.
Don't think of him before you sleep.
Don't think of him on weekends.
Don't think of him when you dream.
And if you really have to think of him, Think horrible thoughts about him... how he digs his nose and flicks that disgusting piece of **** with his fingers... how he said nasty things about your bestest frens... how he kicked that poor little kitten with his dirty shoes...
星期六, 3月 28, 2009
Detox Time Step 1
The time for detoxing is here. And since I have regained abit of my sanity, I know it's time to start cleansing myself of the impurities, before I lose all hope.
1st step:
Stop visiting his Blog, Facebook profile & stop waiting for him online.
1st step:
Stop visiting his Blog, Facebook profile & stop waiting for him online.
星期五, 3月 27, 2009
You Know You're Seriously Screwed when...
... When all you do in front of your computer is to check on all his facebook updates.
... When all you do in front of your computer is to check on all his blog updates.
... When all you do in front of your computer is to check on all his MSN Status updates.
... When all you do all day is to recall on what he said or did.
... When you get emo over the fact that he didn't call or msg.
... When all you do in front of your computer is to check on all his blog updates.
... When all you do in front of your computer is to check on all his MSN Status updates.
... When all you do all day is to recall on what he said or did.
... When you get emo over the fact that he didn't call or msg.
星期三, 3月 25, 2009
Must we play mind games?
I had wished that I'm less emotional and more rational.
More adept at playing mind games than less at doing silly things.
I can say I don't care. I can say I don't give a sh*t.
But can I not feel a thing?
The answer unfortunately is no.
But whatever it is, I have survived worst, and will continue to survive the new battles which I encounter along the way...
May God lead me safely through the hazy clouds that confuse, and ultimately to bright sunny paradise. . . I pray for my family and friends as well...
Hope exists in tears of sorrow.
After the rain comes the rainbow.
More adept at playing mind games than less at doing silly things.
I can say I don't care. I can say I don't give a sh*t.
But can I not feel a thing?
The answer unfortunately is no.
But whatever it is, I have survived worst, and will continue to survive the new battles which I encounter along the way...
May God lead me safely through the hazy clouds that confuse, and ultimately to bright sunny paradise. . . I pray for my family and friends as well...
Hope exists in tears of sorrow.
After the rain comes the rainbow.
星期二, 3月 24, 2009
星期一, 3月 23, 2009
星期四, 3月 19, 2009
Relationships
It's almost 1 year since my last relationship, and although there's that biological clock and mom's clock ticking away, nagging me, I sometimes feel a sense of relief that not being in a relationship saves me alot of problems and heartaches.
1 gf getting married after a huge storm of drama rama...
1 gf avoided getting married by breaking up with her long-term BF...
1 gf complains of lack of alone time with her BF, when he thinks it's more than enuf time spent together once per week...
1 gf walking a very thin line, a tug of war with her job and BF on each side...
1 gf broke up with BF B who happens to be the nicest guy, only to keep thinking of an ex...
1 gf thinking of breaking up with BF of 3 mths cos something about the relationship is not right to her, and she dunno how to approach the subject...
There are more... But I'm tired...
Relationships kinda give me a bloody headache.
1 gf getting married after a huge storm of drama rama...
1 gf avoided getting married by breaking up with her long-term BF...
1 gf complains of lack of alone time with her BF, when he thinks it's more than enuf time spent together once per week...
1 gf walking a very thin line, a tug of war with her job and BF on each side...
1 gf broke up with BF B who happens to be the nicest guy, only to keep thinking of an ex...
1 gf thinking of breaking up with BF of 3 mths cos something about the relationship is not right to her, and she dunno how to approach the subject...
There are more... But I'm tired...
Relationships kinda give me a bloody headache.
星期一, 3月 16, 2009
Things happen for a reason...
Yeah... I truly believe so...
Like how J Milk got sidetracked, and her beau got distracted, and how they broke up over A commitment phobic, then realised that they are just meant for each other ultimately, and now, GETTING MARRIED!!
WOW... I'm freakin' happy for the both of them... though apparently we Milks had a little misunderstanding with J Milk's beau...
Yesh. BTW, I am going to be one of the 8 Jiemeis... which marks my 3rd time... ARGH...
Does that mean I will not be be able to get married, if one thinks superstitiously??
Well, things do happen for a reason. . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
Like how J Milk got sidetracked, and her beau got distracted, and how they broke up over A commitment phobic, then realised that they are just meant for each other ultimately, and now, GETTING MARRIED!!
WOW... I'm freakin' happy for the both of them... though apparently we Milks had a little misunderstanding with J Milk's beau...
Yesh. BTW, I am going to be one of the 8 Jiemeis... which marks my 3rd time... ARGH...
Does that mean I will not be be able to get married, if one thinks superstitiously??
Well, things do happen for a reason. . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
星期一, 3月 09, 2009
The SSS Pub, the Shareholders, and Our Possible Customers...
The SSS and I had a discussion on how we wanted to open our own SSS Pub in 5 years time, whereby people who has simshis will become our customers, which is practically everyone (except beautiful and rich pple according to Gigi)...
The Shareholders, of cos the SSS gals... To deviate abit, Sisi has now join the ranks of the SSS and no longer part of the sub-branch A-SSS... Welcome Sisi!!
Apparently, Gigi is going to be the Manager who'll be in charge of the artiste and performers, and J&R will be contracted to the SSS Pub then... so... ya... G, pls maintain professionalism... No squealing ya!!
The Customers, we will have different "talents" attracting the different groups... Like Mdm Vivi will be exuding her womanly charms on the rich men... ( I don't want to call them U*cle, lest Vivi thinks I mean harm... haha..)
Anyways, we'll see how it goes... 5 years... Hmmm....
The Shareholders, of cos the SSS gals... To deviate abit, Sisi has now join the ranks of the SSS and no longer part of the sub-branch A-SSS... Welcome Sisi!!
Apparently, Gigi is going to be the Manager who'll be in charge of the artiste and performers, and J&R will be contracted to the SSS Pub then... so... ya... G, pls maintain professionalism... No squealing ya!!
The Customers, we will have different "talents" attracting the different groups... Like Mdm Vivi will be exuding her womanly charms on the rich men... ( I don't want to call them U*cle, lest Vivi thinks I mean harm... haha..)
Anyways, we'll see how it goes... 5 years... Hmmm....
