Any Lobangs Anyone??

Me looking for a new job these days...
Cannot take my current job in the long run....
M I too easily brought down?? I ask myself that constantly. But I dunno how else can I actually face the problem. I really tried to do faster... With all those yellow stick-ons (i finished 2 brand new ones within days), I'm planning things more efficiently... But still....... HAIZ...
Just had a 2-days MC. Going back to work tomolo... Hope I won't be drowned by the work load... Hope my collegues actually helped... If not, I'll DIE!!!!! HORRIBLY....