hi. i guess i'm supposed to be happy n everything since i've already registered n the confirmation letter shld be coming real soon...
BUT. now i have a huge prob on hand. . . . . . $$ problems!
Very huge $$ problems... becos of my mass communication course. the fees, the daily expenses, the textbks, the other miscellaneous expenses... *sigh* would probably add up to $30,000!!!
My family is currently having cashflow problems n i haven much savings to speak of. hence, this whole $30,000 would really prove to be problematic. Sure enuf, my uncle would be lending it to me. but...
I'm not tt close to tt uncle of mine, n it's really like going to him onli when i have probs n tt i need $$. tt is so....... *sigh*
i really dun wan to have to do tt...
Now tt i'm having so much financial crisis, I can't really tell my BF who's away in Melbourne studying... cos u know y?? he's juz too different from me... i doubt he'll have as much cashflow problems as i have. NO. corrections. i doubt he has any at all... cos he's juz so rich. not damn rich. but rich enuf to not have such problems... how to tell him??? *sigh*
watever he wans he has... his family owns a company in jakarta n watever he needs he juz have to ask. how will he ever understand?? ok. even if he does understand, i wouldn't wan him to pity me or wat. Haix.

think i'll go brood over it myself now. HAIX.