Today is full of mixed feelings... I realised many things ard me... and also things about myself...
First things first.
I think i'm falling in love.
Wif a guy who's younger than me, who has a personality entirely different frm me, whom i hated.
I was like, "oh... SHIT!"
He said tt i'm cynical. I gues it is true to some extent. I've had experiences when my exes jumped out of the train when i fnally opened up my heart to them. the sweet flattery from their mouths now feel tasteless to me... i din even believe the flattering words he told me.....
Arrgghh. Forget it. Watever... Nitey hoh... me tired like shit.......