think tt i've been whining too much to my bf... n i think he's a little sick of me already... we had a rather bad episode yesterday actually... not regarding the whining but it's becoz of the distance between us... he's there in melbourne n i'm here in singapore. n there'll be months before we can see each other again... HAIX.
he thinks it's unfair to me. n his fren who is totally in love with her bf n her bf loves her back, but they can't b together cos of their religion. they have to break off when they r both too deep in the r/ship. which brings us back to my story, tt he doesn't want me to end up like tt. too deep in but have no choice but to part.
but silly him, doesn't he know tt i've tot thru b4 i even want to be together wif him?? i guess it's a way to show his respect for me, by letting me have another chance to break free frm this r/ship... but i guess i dun wan it now.
BUT, i juz realised. i'm like not in any r/ship at all presently. cos i dun have to go report to my bf, dun have to go meet him... juz the phone calls n daily icq bridging the communication between us both.

Haix. this is hard.