so so lonely.

Marcus back in camp now.
after the wkend of enjoyment with my dear BF, now back to reality. SIANZ.
He's got camp n I've got to work too... HAIZZZ
Tired. not tokkinh much liao. nitey.

Paiseh.

Hey pple... really... sorry for the ugly arrangement of my blog. it's under construction for like some time cos my "designer" is too busy. pls bear with the ugliness k?? thanx hoh...

Counting down to four more days n then i can see Marcus dear... It has been a long wait u know...

Went to Centro last nite n had quite some bit of fun there. The whole bunch of us went in for free. the crowd there is definitely an older bunch. n it was playing house music, some DJ frm UK was playing. so so different frm the usual Zouk that we visit so regularly. anyways, Kelly n I are probably going to zouk on wed for a fren's Bday. Nathanael. But got to bounce out early cos of my work on thurs. wouldn't wan to end up like a zombie again. sorry boy...

oh ya, it's going to be monday in like an hr plus n it's CHINYEN's BDAY...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

so many pple having their bdaes... SIANZ. i'm damn broke man... it's not like i forget or dun care if i nvr get u anything. but it's cos of me wallet k?? so if u dun get anything frm me, dun get upset k?? paiseh. but u got a poor gal for a fren... haha.

me got to bounce off for now. tired.
Ta~ta...

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Miss Me??

So DAMN long nvr blog liao.... Got miss me????
HAHAHAHAHAHA....
So sianz man... working life = no life... so damn true...
ARGH!!!
Oh me god... Angela's love-life is one messy scandal, n my frens, they're all attached, happy....... ARRRGGHHH... dunno wat I'm trying to say.....
Marcus is now in Kanchanaburi, out-field, n i doubt we can even contact each other at all... HAIZ.
Kelly is busy with skool n work. hardly have time to go out wif me. Sianz. (though we juz met...)
Angela is busy wif work... though we email each other every working day cos our emails are like icq... haha...
Maybelline is slacking cos she juz resigned due to her dislike for her company's management but as weird as she is, she is still working part-time at tat company...
Ivan is back frm Melbourne, and i think he's super stressed by his pervertic boss. SAD.

For me, work can be quite horrible some times... shipments piling up n i'm like rushed into a frenzy of doing all the permits n stuffs... n i'll definitely forget something n end up causing a loss for my company. Y, juz sat, my manager asked me into the meeting room to tok to me privately about my loss-making incident.... scared the shit out of me...


Think i m sounding awkward in my blogging... guess i m getting rusty due to the lack of practice for so long... MAN, i used to blog every day... well, almost.....
NVM. Think i really shld get into some exercises n trim my body....
KK....
Ta~ta...
PS: will try n blog soon...

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Catching my breath...

Hey... Haiz... Me now really feeling the burn-out of working life now... STRESSED OUT man... Everyday is like so hectic and u pretty much can't do any other thing. U BARELY HAVE FREE TIME!! shit. it's like u go to work wif all yr enthusiam n energy full blast, by the end of the day, u r like worn out n weary, juz wanting to go home n rest. NO social life, NO more fun, NO happy.... HAIZ.

Anyways, me gtg. going to sleep in a while. replenishing the energy for tomorrow's "battle"...
so long.

Starting Work Tomorrow!! (Finally)

YOZ.
Me super excited now man... In a few hours time, I will be beginning my first full-time job ever MAN!! Remember the Nippon Express that I spoke of on Monday?? This is it. I've been selected for the job as a shipping co-ordinater... Heehee... Not tt I'm wow about the job itself. It's more like I'm wow over having a full-time job which pays ok, working hrs ok. Anyways, Me have Gillian and Yumei to thank cos it's becos of their working relations to the company that i can get the job so easily man... HAHA. Thanx a lot BABES!! If U ever see this tt is...
I suddenly have the urge to go check out a lesbian party man... Think it'll be a real eye-opener for me...
Last nite was quite ok. Maybelline n I each had 3 shooters (China White) and a cocktail (DBLO) at DBLO to start the nite. Kelly couldn't get into DBLO so we went to MDM Wong in hope for free flow for her, only to realise tt there was no free flow. Then we hopped over to this unknown pub called the cheeky monkeys cos there was free flow n the pple at the door were persuading us to go in... Turned out tt it was more for ANGMOs n rather quiet. So there, Kelly had her free flow of Gin Tonic and 7up Vodka and by 11pm, we were ready to bounce to Zouk. Oh yeah, on our way, we met Linda and the 4 of us hopped in a cab heading for Zouk.
Zouk was quite alright. We wanted to play this game of seeing who could get 3 guys no.s in the shortest time, but turned out tt the 4 of us were to chickened out to play it, so the game was aborted. HAHA. So useless...
SO, the nite ended wif the 4 of us gals, going home separately and without any new contacts. HAIX. Who ask us to be so cowardy??? HAHA.
Ks. Me Got to go orhorh early. GOT WORK ok?! HAH.
NITEY NITEZZz.

Boring day.

Yawns.
Had an interview in the afternoon. at this Japanese Company which two of my poly classmates are working at. Nippon Express. Mind u, it's not the paint company u know. it's actually this shipping company for imports n exports. n i was being interviewed by this Japanese guy who doesn't speak good Eng. N boy do i have a hard time trying to decipher wat he was trying to put across to me. HAIZ.
Slacked at Frederick's place. With Xuehua of cos lah. can't possibly be there alone rite?? we're tokking bout my best fren's BF here u know. ya. n not forgetting the fact tt he's my FIRST LOVE... HAHA. Jus have to say tt again.
Now back home slacking n blogging. SIANZ. I had only 1 meal for the whole day by the way. n it ain't much.
Whew. Think i've got too much complaints man... gotta stop it. Poor Marcus is now sloggin away in camp with his paperwork when he juz finished a dry, hot, muddy day in Tekong... Compared to him I guess I'm way better. K.

Tequila Time!

Time for another round of tequila shots!! Kelly's staying over once again. N we're gonna get drunk man... HAHA. Ciao.

Feels Weird.

Hey ya.
As the title says, I do feel kinda weird today. It's like a very empty feeling within and that emptiness is actually churning inside, making me think and at the same time not be thinking of anything (in other words, STONED). Ya.
Maybe it's my empty stomach.
Or perhaps... . . . . . .

Bad day, Great Night!

The day was terrible. the job i was tokking about was of a moronic system where there's no basic pay but only commision-based. SHUCKS. So it means if i work there, And if i dun get any sales or profit for the company, i dun get paid despite any effort i ever put in to the work...
Anyways, the night was worth something to be tokked about however. Kelly, Maybellline, Maybelline's frens: Nicky, Wendy n Phobe, and of cos ME.
We went to Centro at 9 plus, ten and i nearly couldn't get in cos i was wearing slippers. then we juz went out to check out Weiyuan from Embargo cos he was working there. Sweet guy. Treated us, poor gals to a few glasses of coke when we didn't have any drinks ordered. Think it was becos he couldn't stand the look of us sitting there not having anything on the table.. haha... anyways, THANX boy!!
ANYWAYS, we went back to Centro and had a fashion show of hunks dressed in Renoma briefs!! *SHRIEK* yeah. haha. they were posing in those undies n doing sit-ups, push-ups right there!! WOW. *Looks up skywards n thank those up there who makes it happen* MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
Anyways the music was not too bad. in fact i rather like it. but apparantly, Nicky n her frens didn't like the music. so ya. they wanted to hop over to China Black. Poor IVAN juz came in n he had to pay to get in, n there we are suddenly hopping over to another bar where he has to pay again. but anyways, the nice guy dropped us there n went off to meet his frens. think he's in Melbourne now. he had a 6am flight wif his pervertic boss. hope he's safe man.. haha. THANX LION!!
Yeah n Kelly couldn't get in cos she wasn't old enuf. (weird) n we then bar-hopped to Zouk where Nicky n frens joined us there. Yeah. i still like Zouk bast. juz tt this time i spent more time in phuture.
ANYWAYS, (whew. this blog sure is long. hope u're still awake) Nicky had alot of guys going up to her for no. wow... Kelly had one too. Though hmm.. NVM.
I saw a few cuties there too. but think it's cos i'm too shy to make too much eye contact n probably becos of my executive dressing for the day which made me look old. ya. so sad... SAD.
But anyways, I got one no too, for fun. HAHA. Think he muz be blind...

Longest Blog ever man... GTG. Ta~ta

Cross yr fingers.

Yeah. I need u guys to cross yr fingers for my sake. cos i juz went for an interview at an advertising company, Dreamworks Pte Ltd (for goodness sake, it's not anything to do with the movies or steven spielberg AT ALL) and I'm informed to go for a 1-day trial with a mkting exec tomolo at the office. HOPE i make thru it. HOPE i get the job....

Sure Hope so.

Back to Reality...

Everything of the exhibition is finally over. The MTA2003 ended. Emiko went back to Japan. I'm unwillingly drawn back to reality. HAIX.
Now I've got to go find a full-time job. It's only juz tat i realised tt everyone around me has gotten a full-time n are probably all working now. This very instant. HAIX.
This feels real lonely. HAIX.
Good bye to the late nitez of fun... Hello cruel reality of job-hunt... HAIX.

Quite Happening with the "easily-excited"...

I'm the "easily-excited" gal. haha. kinda funny.... cos me n Kelly were like tokking on our job... n then tokking bout lots of other stuffs. n i was somehow very much excited bout the topics easily, ya, n thus the name.
Anyways, Emiko, Kelly n I went to Little India this time. We had Fish Head Curry, mutton, n rice at a rather authentic Indian Restaurant. WE noticed something bout the rice as it was long n thin n flat, compared to the Japanese Rice. This is so because of the absorbility. Curry is best eaten with harder, non-soggy rice... whereas the Japanese wans the soft n sticky....

We were wanting to shop but alot of Shops were closed already..
*HAIX*
Then we went to meet Marcus n went for a tea at millenia walk. n then to Hello @ Singnet for KTV.
Now I'm so exhausted. Think I'll be going to bed, nitey, nitez.

DBLO is not as great as u think!

I have to blog this man, my first visit to DBLO.
It sucked.
I had to queue so super long for the drinks n i got cut in the queue several times, being jabbed by elbows, stepped on by heels, spilled with the drinks... YA. tat's how 'fun' we had. Both Maybelline n Me. HAIX. SIANZ.
The gals there are damn bitchy man. juz cut my queue without any ounce of remorse. n it's a few grps of gals cutting my pathetic queue at one go!! And the stupid bartender chooses who to serve first. Whole load of CRAP n BULLSHIT.

Anyways, got to comment tt HE is coming back next thurs. Dunno wat i'm actually feeling now.....

Still Tired from last nite's clubbing...

Wow... juz saw my blog yesterday. really tokking nonsensically..... dunno wat i was going at...
Well, my brain is still not functioning properly now... juz got home from meeting a fren who's a HP dealer. had to meet him to get my hp repaired. Haiz. hard work travelling frm EXPO to Potong Pasir. But no choice, it's my hp man.... Still got to go meet him tomolo to collect my hp. He said he'll be calling me later. Somehow it feels abit like entertaining. cos he can help me get hps cheap. HAIX. think it's pretty evil of me... HOW?!
Anyways, i forgot to tok bout the trip to Chinatown. I actually had the opportunity to take a ride on a rickshaw for the first time in my life. HAHA. Cool. We had chicken rice n dumplings n sugarcane juice n Emiko loved them. She actually tot that the $5 chicken rice at EXPO foodcourt was cheap!! HAH.
KK. me going to bathe now. coming back in a while i think. see if i have more things to wirte on the blog...
ta~ta

Juz returned home from Zouk Mambo...

Disappointed man........ No cute guys to look n drool at. At Mambo Jumbo Nite at Zouk lah......... Sianz.
Now suffering frm lack of sleep. TIRED.
Feel like sleeping. cos have to wait for the time to get a free drink.

Think I'm tokking Nonesesical things now... kk. NITEZ

Paiseh.

Here's the link again.
http://www.metalasia.com/mta2003/

Oh ya. Here's the link to Metal Asia 2003!!