星期二, 6月 29, 2004

Marketing Degree

Those who are interested in taking Degrees or Masters privately can take a look at this webbie.

A rather Reputable school of mkting i think.

http://www.mis.edu.sg/education/edu_home.html




I'm considerin tis too.

星期一, 6月 28, 2004

Very Daring @ Zouk

Here's even another blog to further waste my time at the office.
Bear with it pple...

Very Daring @ Zouk.

The oh-so-very-daring Zoukers whom i mentioned in the earlier blogs.
The results are out and an 18 year in the form of a dreadlocks punk with marilynmanson-colored nails(ok. black.) won the contest.

Yes.
Frens who participated got thru till the middle but luck gave way.
oh well, guess it was fun enuf though.

Dares were unexpectedly daring for Singapore standards.

Contestants had to drink the Cricket Walker -- Crickets & worms grated with lotsa Johnnie Walker
All down in due speed.
The last few to finish had to be eliminated.

Keep Face in Water with fish guts for the longest.
I'll suffocate.
First few up -- eliminated.

Transport the most no. of Squids with one's mouth.
From plate to plate.
Eeww...
Gross.
But commendable to those who did it. Esp. tt only gal left.
*applause*

Eat Sheep's brain n tongue in fastest time.
Last one goes.
Out.

Last stage.
Some silly obstacle course. (yes. the name)
where the remaining guys had to wear this hammer on their hips n operate it by swinging obscenely.
move a brick across the finishing line, poke a heart-shaped balloon, down a shot of Johnnie Walker Red Label.
Then like all Jacky Wu's variety shows, the winner ends the competition with a loud gong.

Exciting. in a sadistic way.

but nvr wishing to be there.
i'm freakin Kiasu + Kiasee.

Blogger's Block (at work)

In case u r wondering why this stupid blogger has so much time n energy to post 3 blogs in a row...


She's bloody having this Monday blues. N Bloody not feel like working for nuts.




Attack of the Bad-breathed Boss.

Oh.. Goodness....
I feel faint already..
...
..
.
NO.. no CPR...
NOT U.....
NNNOOOOOoooooo.........







Half dead.

Car Show @ EXPO

Car Show @ EXPO.

Not really all that fantastic.
Was with u-know-who (hint with a capital "M").
Saw more Suped-up engines in ordinary cars than super cars that comes with super engines.
oh well, wat do u expect??
It's expensive to keep tt sort of super cars.
Whoever would actually wan to share tt spectacular eye candy with the rest of the world, much less, the Ah Bengs n the not-so-well-off execs, drooling on that eye-glaring shiny red hood of a Ferrari????
WELL, I guess things could juz happen with some pple who have nothing better to do n wan to spend their time showing off their belongings at a publicly-visited place, esp tt of a drool fest...
Hao LIAN.

Well again, I know of one such.
My cousin.
Show-off.
His Super-car.
Lamborgini.
Michelago.
oh..
sorry.
Murcielago.
Yes.


OKs...
enuf bout tt king.
let's juz whine about the $10 which everyone has to pay for admission.
WAT?! $10 for entry??? Wat the #$%@???

Heck it.
No body thinks it's worth the price.
But all who went grumpily paid tt due n went on.


Juz to note how "spectacular" was the show.
hmm...
Nothing much actually.
Most the cars present were actually not too much of a stranger to us.
Some we see on the roads. Though not many.
I think the show was literally lacking that aura of the impossibly-locally-owned vehicles.
Like those to-die-for super SUPERCARS,



Aston Martin Vanguish



That alone is enuf make up the $10 of the bloody admission ticket.

Yes. TT Gorgeous Splendid Wonderous piece of Car Metal is not at the show.

(Disappointed)

Wat actually appeared at the show was these bunch of Race Queens
(pretty gals skimpily-dressed, prancing around the cars)

Not tt the gals were not good.
Smart Car exhibitors who knew tt their cars were not enuf for tt $10 thirst they had to quench,
They hired/imported *Kawaii* Japanese gals to pose with the cars.
This move actually pulled crowds(mainly males) to the not-so-worthy cars to snap their cameras oh-so-constantly at the gals... oh i meant cars. (*rolled eyes*)

Well, there was also a showdown of the Race Queens in the pagent tt was held at the show.
yes.
Wat the hell.
good question.
This was supposed to be a car show for goodness sake.

As much as i was more interested in the race queens than my bf(faker) was, i saw unhappy gfs who had to so forcefully pull their reluctant bfs whose eyes are oh-so-glued to the race queens.

Took a few pics of the gals.
will photoblog asap once i have my broadband connection in the comfort of my home.

Cousin Woes.

Saw my younger cousin frm Neds liao.
Still as pretty.
Yes, still underaged but with no effects as we smuggled her into Zouk without any difficulty.
Hah.

Brought lots of Chips n more chocolates.
On a mission to make us fat...
Darn her.
Easy mission.

星期三, 6月 23, 2004

The Passing of Last Friday.

Forgot to blog abit about XH's bday celebration last fri.
Was real nice. at least for me, not thinking of the $$ paid...

Went to Prego for a good old italian meal of pasta n pizza n italian wine (courtesy of Mr Ivan Lim). Yakked n tokked about life. on how Mr Lim was being compelled to entertain pervertic clients n bosses... oops.
And the whole dinner was warmed by the constant soothing effect of the wine, n entertaining short conversations with the Italian PR of Prego.

After tt, called a cab, n hopped over to Zouk.
met lotsa pple there. Cheryl Ann too.
The old frens: Ribena Vodka, RedBull Vodka, Tiger Beer(courtesy of my trusty UOB debit mini), n a new addition, Lychee Martini. Yum. Current Fave.

Drink-Dance the night away to wake up with ugly puffy eyes, super-yucky skin, n an overly-tired body.

Yep. Will do this again soon...

Met the Boi, Saw the Boi.

Yep. Saw him liao.
Nope it wasn't at all a turn-see-run-hug kinda reunion.
More like "yoz. get on the car now. the stupid taxi behind is sounding the bloody honk."
Yep. Not the type to romance anyone.
BUT. It's all good tt now i get to see him. so tt i won't have time to pay my affections to the "holy" shrine of Qiu Ze which had appeared in my room. HAH.

Fridays are alwaz the funnest. Agreed?
This coming fri will be interesting with the intrusion of the fear-factor element into the usual night-out at zouk.
Jared n Jenson's in the game, with the hope of winning $1,000 and the exclusive free zouk membership...
btw, checked out the flyer which zouk sent me n VOILA... there u see Jared with a few other contestants trying to eat something (i dunno wat. but i imagine it to be as disgusting as the bull's eyeball or something. but then again, with the restrictions from the Singapore culture, as much as the zoukers are westernised n open, i doubt the dares would be as gross as the dares in USA's fear factor series. And plus the comparison of the prize $$.
S$1,000 to US$50,000. HAH. No comparisons needed.
BUT ultimately, i guess it'll still be fun.
Perk up the Singapore life abit. things are kinda bland these days..
..........
or is it juz me...

ANYWAYS,
me gtg now.
enjoy the last wk of yr June holidays, u schoolers...
Enjoy working yr weeks away, u working adults..
Ciao.

星期二, 6月 22, 2004

The Return of the MarcBoi

Haven seen tt boi for weeks..
Today he returns from the Formosa.
But no. I'm not meeting him today.
Cos he's got things to do... haiz.

Nvr mind him.
I've got my dear gal fren whom i haven seen for a year plus...
Going to meet her later. Quite excited..
She's rather ditzy i shld sae. but dun look like it.
A very interesting gal. Pretty le...

I really haven any idea on how to celebrate my 21st.
Mom said tt it ain't any biggie. well, i guess.
Everyone else is having or has had their 21st at chalets.
I dun think i want the same thing.
cos firstly, it's bloody far to hav to travel all the way to the east, cos all chalets are located there... (or are there hidden unknowns??)
N secondly, I think the idea is overly-used n kinda stale oredie.
Double HAIZ.

*the left n right brain squabbles*
~Maybe i really shld forgo celebrating??
~But it's my 21st!!

(IGNORE)
well, enuf on tt.
Let me juz rave about my one n only crush on a celebrity.
ok... maybe... second crush.
I've always had a thing for guys with a ear stud(esp. diamond) on their left. No.. not really Beckham.
Edison Chen....
Dunno Y.... (sigh)
But, that's besides the point.
I'm currently crushing on this taiwanese guy. Roy Qiu, Qiu Ze. U know??
Well, it was kinda a shot by the cupid sorta thing. Juz went *poing*
n I'm infatuated.. (sigh) again
Too bad i still can't blog with the pictures. if not... heh heh...

Weird for me to be posting such "disturbing" thoughts on my blog.. But, let's juz not care for this blog.

Give it up for the infatuated gals!!
Cheers to Mother Nature for producing such eye candies!!!

星期五, 6月 11, 2004

Just Another Friday... WHEE!!

I'm back.

To drop tt long-awaited blog. (HAH)

Amidst the heavy(yeah right) workload that plagues me on every normal working day of my existence in Toshiba Singapore.

Oh. About my traumatized-by-love fren, well... not to worry.
she's on the road to recovery. (right, mei? :)
My self-proclaimed expertise in the Aunt Agony division and the many many private F.O.C. BUT spirits-lifting therapy sessions helped of cos..
MUAHAHAHAHA...
Hey. At least let me have tat bit of credit for a job well-done, can u?!?!?!

OK.
Thanks ANYWAYS.
(regardless of whether u said yes or no.)

Later will be my father's day gift to my dad.

WEll, I'll be treating him to a favourite.
FISH SLICES HORFUN & XO FISH HEAD something(erm.. actually my pick)

at this place where it's supposedly quite famous, located somewhere china square(know where??), cos there were actually alot ALOT of photos of stars n celebrities like Andy Lau (i saw alot of him in different clothes n hair), Jacky Cheung (him too), Alex Tu, Stefanie Sun, etc. oh ya. the usual local mediacorp ACTORS.(i dun call them stars)
ya.

Anyways, to give a description, the restaurant is a simple kinda eating house, abit on the lok kok style.
But those who love eating the yu pian horfun. Fish slice horfun.
U really shld try.
No words to describe.

...

ok.
YUMMILICIOUS.

The pork lard, given in a huge serving separately, is fried to the crisp. lumps of crispy sinful bite-sized fats.
alluring for the devilish. well, those angels can miss out on it i guess.

I brought Marc there once before. he seemed to prefer the XO fish head Beehoon.
*shrugs*
all the more better.
More for me.
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!

(spots me self in the mirror, holding the fork-staff, horns sprouting from the head n arrowed tail.)

*rubs eyes*
*stares cautiously into mirror*

(sees myself staring back at me with a halo floating above my head and wings behind.)

*whew* still an angel.

星期二, 6月 08, 2004

For the intoxicated girl who's blinded by love.

Mei.

I knew u were hopeful about still getting back with him. understandable.
but juz didn't think it's this serious.
Serious to the pt where u can't live without him?!?!
Are u willing to throw yr whole life away juz becoZ he's not going to be with u??
Are u going to waste yr time here waiting for alittle of his love n attention????
Are u willing to give up all the opportunities and chances with other people and things tt u could have, only to miss it juz becoz u r still waiting for him????
it's HIM we're tokking about here.
He who speak to u of love only to have forsaken yr love for him.
He who is now in another's arms disregarding the fact tt she is a bitch???
He who says he still wans to be with u but does not even bother to try n do all he can to win u back????

Face it.

He's no longer in love with u.

He's juz toying yr feelings.

Playing u like a cat n a mouse.
pulling u to him when he feels like it, n letting u go when he dun wan yr attention.

Come on.

U muz realise this.

U R TOO GOOD FOR HIM.

Forget him n move on.

I nvr said tt this process was easy.
I do understand tt this requires time n healing.
Take yr time.

BUT PLS.
NVR think of it as Love when he wans u back.
For all u know it could be juz for a while.

Instead,
It's U who dun wan him back.
NVR.
Not ever.
He's not worth yr salts. not even one grain of it.

Pls. Heed me on this.

星期一, 6月 07, 2004

I Blog for the Broken-hearted.

My fren asked me y there had to be heart-breaks.
Why is it so hard to find true love?
Why can't love be simpler?

Another heartbroken girl. With her shattered dreams. Her diminished hope.

Regretted the love that she endlessly gave, only to be ridiculed at, unappreciated. Regretted the times when she could have chose to love another, only to have missed what was to come. Regretted the days she could have taken charge, but missed again, only to have to suffer the consequences which came along.
Regretted the years spent loving an undeserving jerk, who walked into her heart and took charge, made her love with all her might, and crushed her soul with the betrayal which he kept silent till all who knew told that story of unfaithful love.
Most Regretted the love that did not end there, but flowed on as she forgave, only to have her trust forsaken once again.

"i loved till my heart could take no more,
i wept till my tears run dry.
Realised I loved him more than I loved myself.
All memories of us in bliss, in past,
must end right now,
surround me no more,
for he loves me no more."

Hear this my dear friend,
Easy to forgive, not easy to forget.
But will yrself in forgettin him,
forgotten he will be, in time to come.
Right now u have us,
Me and the rest.
Lose not yr love,
the right one will come.
Keep yr faith in love u will,
Bliss n Love will come to you.
'Cos Cupid has yet to come.

Dun think too much. sleep well.
Love you.

A blog for the MarcBoi

Today.

The day for departure for the Marcus Foo aka MarcBoi.
Departing to Taiwan for his army training, n Singapore will only see him in 2 weeks time.

Yesterday.

Marc started his first blog ever. See my links.

Had a dinner with Jared, Jenson & Janice n of cos the star of the "farewell party", MarcBoi. All beer n burgers (ok, Marc n I had a huge huge HUGE curry-puff-lookalike pizza), and upon Janice's suggestions, drinking games like R.O.C.K, drowning ourselves in Brewerks' Indian Pale ale. Had free cake on Jenson. (no la, he took a pic for the Bday indian boy at the next table) After all tt eating n drinking, came the digicam competition btw Marcus' Casio Exilim X30 and Jared's Konica Minolta Dimage Xg. No winner announced, but it was funny the way we snapped so many pictures as if tourists. I'm sure Marc enjoyed it tremendously. Fun.

Tomorrow.

Well, nothing on for the Marcboi tomorrow, cept tt he probably will be having his first day of training in taiwan. Ganbate.

While he's there training, i'll be here working and welcoming my cousin to Singapore in the evening. Guess my spare time will be filled up to the brim til the time she goes HongKong.

Right. Enuf said here.
Got to go back to work.

星期五, 6月 04, 2004

Mystical Magic

Juz watched the long-awaited 3rd episode of the highly-anticipated Harry Potter. Totally worthy of the wait.

The fact tt I m utterly besotted with the mystical world of the supernatural did nothing to ease my infatuation for witches and vampires. Elves alike.

ok. Back to the review of .
Rating: ****

The whole movie, in my opinion is a wild ride bringing u up n up n up. Can't be? Well, as i mentioned it was my opinion after all. Anyways, the fantastic still-increasing array of wat magic could do in the wonderful world of Rowling's will keep you immensely entertained. New villians, like the demeators(dunno if i spelled it correctly), the-"infamous"-villian, Sirius Black, New characters like the new Professor Lupin and oso, tt creature which is so alike the cross-breed btw an eagle and a horse? makes the whole 3rd episode a thumbs-up.
Minor details do matter. For example, Professor Lupin turns into the werewolf, how u tell??
1. Lupin -- Wolf (in dunno wat language. forgot. go check it yrself.)
2. Prof. Lupin's fear changed the shapeshifter from Harry's feared Demeator to the Full-moon. Y full moon? he will transform into the werewolf when he sees the full moon.
As for the rest, I kinda forgot... Think work is cracking my brain N i REALLY have to get back. Sorry. will have to stop here and let all u have yr own experience at the movies.

ENJOY.


P.S: the 1 * missing was due to the ending which not everyone was happy about.

星期四, 6月 03, 2004

The B O L I A O n the E E N G (free)

Swiftly, right after the bo liao blog, comes a true account of my cousin who is flying from Netherlands to Singapore for a visit.
Another bo liao blog u say?
Heh heh...
Maybe.
Maybe, it's a blog tt's there for the sake of being there..
Maybe, it's a blog tt's posted up trying to attract attention...
Maybe, or maybe, well..
Truthfully, i'm juz plain excited tt i'm going to see her soon!! In juz a matter of days...

Sorry readers (as if any) for the roundabout. well.. as i emphasize my pt again. This is after all my blog, the one and only MY BLOG. No one shld be permitted to be unhappy about it, juz becoz the blogger of the blog decides to be so uninterestingly bo liao for her pleasure. NO ONE, i repeat NO ONE, shld have anything bad to say about this. (at least, talk about it behind my back.)
(erm... Actually, u shld voice it out to the blogger. ME.)
(TELL ME HOW BO LIAO I AM N HOW MUCH MORE BOLIAO U WAN ME TO BE..)


Ks. enuf of tt shit.
Anyways, i have to emphasize how excited i really m to see my cousin once again, after 3 years not seeing each other. ALL the spaghetti sauces, ooh... I heard she n her family bought a whole weeks' supply of spaghetti sauces from a particular supermarket there in Rotterdam and the shelf was left empty for the rest of the week...
*wicked cackle*
ANyways, she is of the same age as I am, only a few months older. Her younger sister is oso coming over but at the end of the month and she is a real beauty.
OK. in my opinion, the both of them are gorgeous. SY the elder sister has the look of the mixture of hongkee(wrong spelling?) and Japanese. very fair and rosy. MY the younger sister (guess how old she is, when u see her?), has the look of an eurasian, oso fair n rosy but with a european air. WEll, i guess i maybe biased cos of their relations to me. but trust me, they are not bad-looking. GOOD news for single males. not implying anything here... Heehee..
Will have to bring them ard shopping mainly, i guess. Food and entertainment alike.

Well, alright. Time to stop the nonsensical blogging affair for the day and bring on the work.

To all readers.
Enjoy yr day.

The Bloggers' Rage

I've realised alot of bloggers actually pour their anger, rage, unhappiness, blah blah into their small personal space tt is their blogs. I've seen more pple post unhappy feelings and tots, than pple who actually inject their blogs with the (apparently unusual) happy things going ard in pple's lives. Guess it's their way of releasing their tantrums where assumingly would affect no one at all.
Yes. I added the word assumingly. Cos pple assume n not realise the hurt tt could be caused when the targetted party actually reads the blog and becomes affected n thus causing the spoof-effect.
Well, in my own terms, the Spoof-effect means pple spoofing one another on their own blogs, juz becoz one started to spoof the other one first.
Well, i had my dosage of spoofing n i do understand how bad the results are. either u n the other party ends up hurt n not tok to each other, or the other party n u becomes more than antagonised, bad-mouth each other n not tok to one another for as long as the anger remains (which is i think, a pretty long time)
Haiz.
Hope I haven spoofed anyone thru this blog, but in my opinion, my blog is my personal space where i can put all my feelings to words n thus helping me in realising how stupid or "clever" i've been in feeling all these. well, pple may be unhappy about wat i have to say but if i try to keep mom, n bottle every bit of anger in me, i think it'll be damn disatrous when the time comes for the bottle to be uncapped.

Well, bottom-line is:
PLS help to recycle.
Noo...
erm..
Pls do not litter.
oh no... not right either..
hmm....
...
I don't think i have a bottom-line actually.
PpLe can think wat they wan n do wat they deem their way to be.
Well, this blog is for fun n "inspirational release". HAHA..
It can go into the dumps for no body cares.
for the time being, i'll juz let u up ks?
Enjoy..
Cursing...
Yes. I'm sick n bo liao...

星期四, 5月 27, 2004

GSS: The Return of the Great Singapore Shark (i mean sales)

Sales sales sales everywhere... Darn.
Sorry about not continuing my promised blog of travel (who m i promising to anyway?) but i can't help but divert the whole theme into the GSS: Great Singapore Sale.

The top-selling newspaper I Want to Mind Your Business reports:
Upon the arrival of the GSS, Girls all over the country have been sighted sharpening their nails, honing their dash-speed, practicing their pulling skills, all to get ready for a Sales-Sighting-Bargain-Buying Spree.
An exclusive interview with our world-famous GSS analyst, Jamien Tanner promptly informs the people of Singapore to prepare themselves for a hell of a GSC (Great Singapore Catfight), in honour of the GSS.
She quotes:
"What's happening here is a phenomenon. People from all over the world should read about this. We should be thankful for this aggressive energy from the 'lesser sex'. With this stupendous craze going on, Sales are being made, estimation of at least 50-100 sales of goods per second. Goods regardless of whether they are good or bad. The women takes them all, due to the mystical effect of the word 'sales' hanging at the entrance of the shops.This way, all those unwanted goods that are obsolete and would end up undeservingly in the rubbish chute for recycle, can all be saved and all will be well again.. Reports of shops throwing the unwanted into the sea and other places would be greatly reduced. Help Save the Earth. Pollution be gone.. Let us all rejoice. Let us all hail to the God of Sales!! To clear the shops of the unwanted goods. To clear space for the Newer goods to arrive!! Hail to the God of Sales!!!"

okok.. so i admit. this is a whole load of bull tt i have juz planted right smack in this blog of mine. But I was trying to prove a point. (to nobody, since nobody reads this blog. *guffaws*)
Sales is undescribably the both good and bad essence required by the female human being. actually, both female n male needs it. juz tt the female tends to have an enhanced version.

For an example of the bad essence in Sales:

I went out with Marc Boi last nite, was totally uninterested in the surroundings as we were strolling along the stretch of orchard boulevard, nothing tt we haven not seen before. but the evil sales took effect when I happen to tilt my head to the left and saw IT.
The word SALES evolved as it hit me.
I dragged my poor boyfren into the store n started foraging for good bargains within the tiny store. I nvr realised tat I still haven't had the resistence to Sales.
Anyways, saw the my favourite tees, a couple of my fave colours and I was blown away. Tried on, was ok i think, tried to calm myself down n think. The storekeeper announced the closing time, and the store was frantically in chaos. Everyone else pulling and grabbing watever they can n go pay. My bored-to-tears boyfren glared at me n the 2 tees i was holding tightly onto. I anxiously glanced at the price. 14->10. No more time to think. The storekeeper glared at me n looked at her watch. ok. buy.
i bought those 2 tees n once at home, went about trying them on. shit. i spotted a few similar tees hiding in the dark corner of my wardrobe. ARGH. juz as i suspected. i bought the same thing juz 1 mth back. -_-

Yes. Above is 1 harmful effect of the Sales. Such power was over me as it dragged me into the store, to even contemplate buying things tt i already have or dun require.

But the good only comes into effect, when u spot the thing tt u had been eyeing for months and haven got it cos it was too bloody expensive, now in a sale right before your eyes. But the sale effect can turn into bad in mere margins, if it happens so to have the thing u wan in a different color or size or any other differences.
So to u all bargain-hunters preparing for action in the GSS.
Beware.

Well, to speak of the male instinct in sales, it normally only happens when in the technology dept. Electronics, gadgets, cars.... u get the picture. Enuf said. I shall state an example with my boyfren who in fact is so typical as a gadget-loving guy.

We happen to walk past this stupid booth in orchard with flyers of offers for Digital Cam, n Marc couldn't ignore it n we ended up in Best Denki to check things out. HAIZ. Tat was it. No further elaboration needed. He bought it. He's happy. N broke.

The things tat Sale makes us all succumb to.

Now tt my pay is here again. Will have to guard my purse well... Amidst the everlasting sale season.....

星期三, 5月 26, 2004

Holiday fever.

Hankering for a short holiday with Marc Boi in the June school holidays, along with so many students taking their deserved breaks.
Wat did i say? Yes, I said June School Holidays that are totally out of my league.

Indeed.

I covet it.

As much as i yearn for the Dec holidays. It is probably lost to me forever.. sigh. I wish i'm 18 and in poly again. haiz...
oh no... make it 12 where i can retake my PSLE and get into a good high school... n go JC.. n then Uni...
But I guess with different efforts, opens up different routes, brings u to different places, n yields different results. The last I saw of my primary school frens going into prestigious high schools, and most of them ended up in Universities. I guess it's kinda the norm for most pple my age. to go JC then Uni. either tt, or they walk my route, go poly n end up working earlier but of cos, it comes of a lower pay.

I have wondered many times of wat would have happened if i was to take the other path. Sure, one can still go to Uni after completing their studies in Poly. But take note, unless u can get real pple-wowing results, or as newly stated, with pple-wowing talents tat the university can tap into, if not, u better be born with a silver spoon in your mouth.
Why, u ask?
Well, cos the local Us are definitely not going for charity as in taking pple who did averagely in their poly modules. These pple (like me) will have to turn to distanced studying in local institutes or the OVERSEAS which everyone else wans to go.
Once again, I'll have to be a wet blanket n filter the rest of us(yes, me included) to the sad, miserable bunch who can't afford an overseas education on our own. Come on, don't tell me u trust the government to give each n everyone one of us the $$ to go overseas to study?! Naive.
Noo No.. We have to turn to the distanced learning in the local institutes which are not say bad, or anything. but again, the bad news, though u pay the same amount of $$, the recognised level of these distanced studying degrees compared to the degrees u get in local Unis are of different grades. Sad. But true.
Things could have been so much different. If i have learnt the values of the PAPER (certificates) earlier n studied as hard as i could have. Well, each to it's own i guess. I probably would have forgone this path which i was meant to take... HAha.. kidding. Up till now, I have no idea which I m more suited to take. Haiz. it happens.

OKOK. juz realised tt i have strayed too much from my original topic of travelling n oso, it's my time to leave the bloody ofice. shld really go soon. dun wanna work an extra hr right now.

too hungry... need food...

星期一, 5月 17, 2004

Here's something i received from an email. I think it's true n pple in their 20s shld really read this:

Twenty-something"

They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis." It is
when you stop going along with the crowd and
start realising that there are many things about
yourself that you didn't know and may not like.
You start feeling insecure and wonder where you
will be in a year or two, but then get scared
because you barely know where you are now.

You start realising that people are selfish and
that, maybe, those friends that you thought you
were so close to aren't exactly the greatest
people you have ever met, and the people you have
lost touch with are some of the most important
ones. What you don't recognise is that they are
realising that too, and aren't really cold,
catty, mean or insincere, but that they are as
confused as you.

You look at your job...and it is not even close
to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe
you are looking for a job and realising that you
are going to have to start at the bottom and that
scares you.

Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what
others are doing and find yourself judging more
than usual because suddenly you realise that you
have certain boundaries in your life and are
constantly adding things to your list of what is
acceptable and what isn't.

One minute, you are insecure and then the next,
secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force
of your life. You feel alone and scared and
confused. Suddenly, change is the enemy and you
try and cling on to the past with dear life, but
soon realise that the past is drifting further
and further away, and there is nothing to do but
stay where you are or move forward.

You get your heart broken and wonder how someone
you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lay
in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone
decent enough that you want to get to know
better.

Or maybe you love someone but love someone else
too and cannot figure out why you are doing this
because you know that you aren't a bad person.

One nightstands and random hook ups start to look
cheap. Getting wasted and acting like an idiot
starts to look pathetic. You go through the same
emotions and questions over and over, and talk
with your friends about the same topics because
you cannot seem to make a decision.

You worry about loans, money, the future and
making a life for yourself...and while winning
the race would be great, right now you'd just
like to be a contender!

What you may not realise is that everyone reading
this relates to it.

We are in our best of times and our worst of
times, trying as hard as we can to figure this
whole thing out.

~End~

There. Wat do u think?

星期五, 5月 14, 2004

Being Popular is good ya?? good n bad. everything comes in doubles.
U can juz pretend U're J.Lo and they are constantly tokking about yr BUTT!!
MUAHAHAHAHA...