星期三, 8月 19, 2009
星期二, 8月 18, 2009
Freakazoid
For the whole morning, I've been snapping at anything that moves.
This is bad.
To know it, but not being able to control my actions.
There's like this boiling lava brewing inside of me, all bottled up.
I'm freakin' scared of the cork popping out due to too much pressure within.
I am a freak who scares myself freakish.
And don't ask me what happened.
I'll be a genius if I knew.
This is bad.
To know it, but not being able to control my actions.
There's like this boiling lava brewing inside of me, all bottled up.
I'm freakin' scared of the cork popping out due to too much pressure within.
I am a freak who scares myself freakish.
And don't ask me what happened.
I'll be a genius if I knew.
星期四, 7月 02, 2009
The Year that comes after Quarter of a Century
Creepy...
I'm fast phasing into that scary timeframe between a woman's peak to offpeak.
Yes. all those women nearing, around, or after 25. You know what I'm talking about...
First you turn 25, quarter of a century, then very soon you're 30, and off the market. into the expiry bin... ARGH!!!
HAHA...
Nah. It's not that bad. just as long as you still love that 30 old you then.
Draft out that list of goals and achieve them one by one. You'll prob be hard pressed to find extra time for worrying about your shelf life!
Anyways, CONGRATS to XH on me humble blog space!!
For that most creative job award!! haha... you know what I mean.
CONGRATS to May for that T Rock on her ring finger!! I envy (abit only la. HAHA)
CONGRATS to Charlene for making so far in her Dancing Career!! I respect!!
CONGRATS to Gi for staying my compatriot in so many many aspects!! I love!!
CONGRATS to Si & Vi for winning the best Comedy duo in years to come!! I LAUGH!!! MUAHAHAHAHA!!!!
And finally, CONGRATS to Me-self....
For Making it this far in life, 26 years and still kicking ass!!
I LOVE ME!!!!
I'm fast phasing into that scary timeframe between a woman's peak to offpeak.
Yes. all those women nearing, around, or after 25. You know what I'm talking about...
First you turn 25, quarter of a century, then very soon you're 30, and off the market. into the expiry bin... ARGH!!!
HAHA...
Nah. It's not that bad. just as long as you still love that 30 old you then.
Draft out that list of goals and achieve them one by one. You'll prob be hard pressed to find extra time for worrying about your shelf life!
Anyways, CONGRATS to XH on me humble blog space!!
For that most creative job award!! haha... you know what I mean.
CONGRATS to May for that T Rock on her ring finger!! I envy (abit only la. HAHA)
CONGRATS to Charlene for making so far in her Dancing Career!! I respect!!
CONGRATS to Gi for staying my compatriot in so many many aspects!! I love!!
CONGRATS to Si & Vi for winning the best Comedy duo in years to come!! I LAUGH!!! MUAHAHAHAHA!!!!
And finally, CONGRATS to Me-self....
For Making it this far in life, 26 years and still kicking ass!!
I LOVE ME!!!!
星期四, 5月 21, 2009
No More Sunshine and Fun
I do realise that I have been turning into this pessimistic little pig aka PLP, emo-ing so often that I hardly feel that my period is over.
That's bad.
Especially when a fren suddenly pointed out to me that I have been PMSing too often, and I am no longer that girl full of sunshine and colors in her hair..
ok..
Those were my words...
Anyway, what she said was that I'm becoming more and more of a EmoMimoWorryWart (new term)... I thought I was just EmoMimo... haix...
What's there to worry about, you ask?
Well, for a first, there's the Career part.
Do you feel that you are going anywhere in your current job position? In your current company? Do you like what you are doing? Can you picture yourself doing the same thing for the rest of your life?
I ticked No.
Next,
Do you think you have planned enough for your retirement, saved enough money to get a house, get married, have kids, etc.? Do you think you can pay for your younger sibling's education? Or bring your parents for vacation, take good care of them and their needs? Or go travelling yourself?
I ticked No and shrugged.
3rd question,
Which side of the retrenchment fence do you think you are at, considering your dept members' capability, how your boss likes you, and how well you are doing? Safe?
Again, I ticked No, and I got a little sweaty. ok. maybe alot sweatier.
Last question.
Is there anyone who can actually take care of you in the present and future if you turn out to be that loser you are with nothing to your name, and take care of your siblings and parents, as well as endure your emomimoworrywartness for the rest of your life??
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...
I fled the scene, because I suddenly got a headache and had to eat something sweet like chocolates to calm my poor nerves which did not feel too good.
That's bad.
Especially when a fren suddenly pointed out to me that I have been PMSing too often, and I am no longer that girl full of sunshine and colors in her hair..
ok..
Those were my words...
Anyway, what she said was that I'm becoming more and more of a EmoMimoWorryWart (new term)... I thought I was just EmoMimo... haix...
What's there to worry about, you ask?
Well, for a first, there's the Career part.
Do you feel that you are going anywhere in your current job position? In your current company? Do you like what you are doing? Can you picture yourself doing the same thing for the rest of your life?
I ticked No.
Next,
Do you think you have planned enough for your retirement, saved enough money to get a house, get married, have kids, etc.? Do you think you can pay for your younger sibling's education? Or bring your parents for vacation, take good care of them and their needs? Or go travelling yourself?
I ticked No and shrugged.
3rd question,
Which side of the retrenchment fence do you think you are at, considering your dept members' capability, how your boss likes you, and how well you are doing? Safe?
Again, I ticked No, and I got a little sweaty. ok. maybe alot sweatier.
Last question.
Is there anyone who can actually take care of you in the present and future if you turn out to be that loser you are with nothing to your name, and take care of your siblings and parents, as well as endure your emomimoworrywartness for the rest of your life??
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...
I fled the scene, because I suddenly got a headache and had to eat something sweet like chocolates to calm my poor nerves which did not feel too good.
星期日, 5月 03, 2009
Remaining Memories of A Weird Songbird
Don't I wish I can fully get it out of my system??
Get OUT!!!!
Even purging of ASS was not even this hard...
It's the time of the month, that's why. It's the time of the month, that's why. It's the time of the month, that's why. It's the time of the month, that's why. It's the time of the month, that's why. It's the time of the month, that's why. It's the time of the month, that's why. It's the time of the month, that's why. It's the time of the month, that's why. It's the time of the month, that's why. It's the time of the month, that's why. It's the time of the month, that's why. It's the time of the month, that's why. It's the time of the month, that's why. It's the time of the month, that's why. It's the time of the month, that's why. It's the time of the month, that's why. It's the time of the month, that's why. It's the time of the month, that's why.
Get OUT!!!!
Even purging of ASS was not even this hard...
It's the time of the month, that's why. It's the time of the month, that's why. It's the time of the month, that's why. It's the time of the month, that's why. It's the time of the month, that's why. It's the time of the month, that's why. It's the time of the month, that's why. It's the time of the month, that's why. It's the time of the month, that's why. It's the time of the month, that's why. It's the time of the month, that's why. It's the time of the month, that's why. It's the time of the month, that's why. It's the time of the month, that's why. It's the time of the month, that's why. It's the time of the month, that's why. It's the time of the month, that's why. It's the time of the month, that's why. It's the time of the month, that's why.
星期一, 4月 27, 2009
Fatty, Pimply Mimi
That's what I'm becoming...
Eat and eat...
No exercise...
Double helpings at lunch...
Milk chocolates at tea...
Suppers in the middle of the night...
Excuses when it comes to running...
Flu visits oh-so-often...
I'm so unhealthy...
Eat and eat...
No exercise...
Double helpings at lunch...
Milk chocolates at tea...
Suppers in the middle of the night...
Excuses when it comes to running...
Flu visits oh-so-often...
I'm so unhealthy...
星期三, 4月 15, 2009
Japanese Blood Types and Personality
The below was quoted from http://www.issendai.com/rpgs/takemywings/bloodtypes.htm
Type A
People with blood type A have a deep-rooted strength that helps them stay calm in a crisis when everyone else is panicking. However, they tend to avoid confrontation, and feel very uncomfortable around people. A types are shy and sometimes withdrawn. They seek harmony and are very polite, but all the same feel that they never really fit in with others. A types are very responsible. If there is a job to be done, they prefer to take care of it themselves. These people crave success and are perfectionists. They are also very creative, and the most artistic of all the blood types, most likely because of their sensitivity.
People with blood type A are also likely to be considered classic "type A's": stressed and conscientious.
Type B
People with blood type B are the most practical of the blood groups. They are specialists in what they do. When they start a project, they spend extra time understanding and trying to follow directions than others might. When they are doing something, all of their attention is focused on it. They tend to stick to a goal and follow it through to the end, even if it seems impossible. They tend to be less than cooperative, as they like to follow their own rules and their own ideas. They are individualists. B type people pay attention to their thoughts a little more than their feelings, and therefore can sometimes seem cold and serious.
People with blood type B are often considered more relaxed, freewheeling, and unconventional than other types, although not necessarily to an unacceptable degree. In anime, the genki, off-the-wall types are type B, along with any kind of well-intended character who's ruled by their impulses.
Type O
People with blood type O people are outgoing, energetic and social. They are the most flexible of the blood types. They easily start up projects but often have trouble following through because they give up easily. They are flighty and not too dependable. O types always say what's on their mind. They value the opinion of others and like to be the center of attention. Also, people with O blood are extremely self-confident.
Type O, the most "average" blood type, is considered the best type in Japan.
Type AB
People with blood type AB are hard to categorize. They can have characteristics on both ends of the spectrum at the same time. For instance, they are both shy and outgoing. They easily switch from one opposite to another. AB people are trustworthy and responsible, but can't handle it when too much is asked of them. They don't mind doing favors or helping out, as long as its on their own conditions. People with this blood type are interested in art and metaphysics.
AB is considered the worst blood type. In predictability-loving Japan, they're loose cannons. They also like to set their own conditions and reserve the right to drop out when things don't meet their expectations. They're known to be sensitive and considerate—at times—but it just isn't enough to balance out the flaws in this blood type. For a while, some companies tried dividing their employees into work groups based on blood type, and no one wanted to work with the AB group. Anime villains are likely to be type AB.
A is most compatible with A and AB.
B is most compatible with B and AB.
AB is most compatible with AB, B, A, and O.
O is most compatible with O and AB.
Guess which blood type am I??
Type A
People with blood type A have a deep-rooted strength that helps them stay calm in a crisis when everyone else is panicking. However, they tend to avoid confrontation, and feel very uncomfortable around people. A types are shy and sometimes withdrawn. They seek harmony and are very polite, but all the same feel that they never really fit in with others. A types are very responsible. If there is a job to be done, they prefer to take care of it themselves. These people crave success and are perfectionists. They are also very creative, and the most artistic of all the blood types, most likely because of their sensitivity.
People with blood type A are also likely to be considered classic "type A's": stressed and conscientious.
Type B
People with blood type B are the most practical of the blood groups. They are specialists in what they do. When they start a project, they spend extra time understanding and trying to follow directions than others might. When they are doing something, all of their attention is focused on it. They tend to stick to a goal and follow it through to the end, even if it seems impossible. They tend to be less than cooperative, as they like to follow their own rules and their own ideas. They are individualists. B type people pay attention to their thoughts a little more than their feelings, and therefore can sometimes seem cold and serious.
People with blood type B are often considered more relaxed, freewheeling, and unconventional than other types, although not necessarily to an unacceptable degree. In anime, the genki, off-the-wall types are type B, along with any kind of well-intended character who's ruled by their impulses.
Type O
People with blood type O people are outgoing, energetic and social. They are the most flexible of the blood types. They easily start up projects but often have trouble following through because they give up easily. They are flighty and not too dependable. O types always say what's on their mind. They value the opinion of others and like to be the center of attention. Also, people with O blood are extremely self-confident.
Type O, the most "average" blood type, is considered the best type in Japan.
Type AB
People with blood type AB are hard to categorize. They can have characteristics on both ends of the spectrum at the same time. For instance, they are both shy and outgoing. They easily switch from one opposite to another. AB people are trustworthy and responsible, but can't handle it when too much is asked of them. They don't mind doing favors or helping out, as long as its on their own conditions. People with this blood type are interested in art and metaphysics.
AB is considered the worst blood type. In predictability-loving Japan, they're loose cannons. They also like to set their own conditions and reserve the right to drop out when things don't meet their expectations. They're known to be sensitive and considerate—at times—but it just isn't enough to balance out the flaws in this blood type. For a while, some companies tried dividing their employees into work groups based on blood type, and no one wanted to work with the AB group. Anime villains are likely to be type AB.
A is most compatible with A and AB.
B is most compatible with B and AB.
AB is most compatible with AB, B, A, and O.
O is most compatible with O and AB.
Guess which blood type am I??
Just don't understand...
Let me just ask you:
Must all relationships start from mind games?
Must we all play the silent predator setting sinister traps along the way in order to emerge victory in the love game?
Must we always be the one who wins the game? Would that make us any better? Any happier? If yes, does the happiness actually last? For how long? Do we actually learn anything from winnning the game?
Why can't we just stumble and fall into love, and if we do fall out of it, just pick ourselves up and continue walking?
Must things always be all complicated and cynical?
Making things twisted and confusing just gives a horrible taste in my mouth, and my head hurts.
Dear God, pls make love and life simple and less mind games for the common folks like us who not adept at manipulation.
Must all relationships start from mind games?
Must we all play the silent predator setting sinister traps along the way in order to emerge victory in the love game?
Must we always be the one who wins the game? Would that make us any better? Any happier? If yes, does the happiness actually last? For how long? Do we actually learn anything from winnning the game?
Why can't we just stumble and fall into love, and if we do fall out of it, just pick ourselves up and continue walking?
Must things always be all complicated and cynical?
Making things twisted and confusing just gives a horrible taste in my mouth, and my head hurts.
Dear God, pls make love and life simple and less mind games for the common folks like us who not adept at manipulation.
星期三, 4月 08, 2009
Back to Depressing mode
Depressing as hell.
I have no idea why... I never used to be this emo... But recently, i just started turning into an emotional wreck...
Went to work ok. then met my colleagues whom out of 3 girls, 1 was thoroughly depressed, about to cry but cannot becos she was going for a meeting, and another 1 was stressed out from work... the last one, I don't bother cos she's in a league of her own. Nothing can bring her down.
Then pile on the workload, the scolding, I myself begin feeling the Hand of Depression crept onto me...
and now, I'm super bogged down with work, and super depressed. no one to talk to, cos i think i finished using up my Ask-a-fren-for-depression-relief cards, and they're probably sick and tired of hearing how depressed I am constantly...
Who likes to hang around a constantly-depressed girl??
I need a drink.
I have no idea why... I never used to be this emo... But recently, i just started turning into an emotional wreck...
Went to work ok. then met my colleagues whom out of 3 girls, 1 was thoroughly depressed, about to cry but cannot becos she was going for a meeting, and another 1 was stressed out from work... the last one, I don't bother cos she's in a league of her own. Nothing can bring her down.
Then pile on the workload, the scolding, I myself begin feeling the Hand of Depression crept onto me...
and now, I'm super bogged down with work, and super depressed. no one to talk to, cos i think i finished using up my Ask-a-fren-for-depression-relief cards, and they're probably sick and tired of hearing how depressed I am constantly...
Who likes to hang around a constantly-depressed girl??
I need a drink.
星期二, 4月 07, 2009
The Importance of Being Earnest
On a rare occasion which I am actually feeling good.
That is, just after watching the Wild Rice productions' "The Importance of Being Earnest".
Ash and I rushed to reach Bugis as early as possible, so we splurged on a cab ride which amounted to sixteen buckaroos. *GASP*
Quick dinner at Pasta Mania with mediocre linguine, and we attempted to get some liquids flushed down from cold storage in view of saving that little bit of money...
I wanted to get that cat litter plastic bag from Pet lovers, but Ash ushered me on to our destination. I wanted to clear my bladder before I embark on the play, and had wanted to force Ash into going to the restroom with me for some powder time, until the ushers for the play were announcing that the Tang Quartet were about to start playing...
Immediately I made a beeline for the entrance without even thinking about my poor bladders.
The Tang Quartet started the performance with some classical tunes which I had no idea of the name, but they had me engaged with the music. Then when they played one of my fave, Air Suite, I suddenly found myself sitting up and was totally enthralled.
The play actors were all standing around the Quartet when they were playing, and Ivan Heng in his own "Lady Brackwell" way, was distributing cucumber sandwiches to the people in front... I DID NOT GET ONE THOUGH.
Then the performance commenced...
It's interesting and fun, full of wicked humor, dances along prettily down the town streets of London, then ends off at the peaceful beauty of the countryside tea parties.
Initially, it started off with that pompous English aristocratic accent which the old English society used to favor (I imagined), and I couldn't really catch everything they were saying. so missed a joke or two there.
And when I finally caught on, I was thoroughly hooked.
not to go into details of the story and plot, so as not to spoil the viewing surprise of anyone who may be going for the play, I shall just give my verdict:
FAB. I LOVED IT!!
PS: Btw, did I mention that it was an all-male cast??
星期一, 4月 06, 2009
As my Dear Frens know me...
As my dear frens know little old me, is probably how I'm constantly dreaming away, and how I get emotional and easily riled up over the smallest things...
How I think too much... How I wonder and wonder until the cows come home...
Apparently detox steps 1 and 2 have worked, and I'm putting behind that whole episode of how my crush became a scary obsession(short-term only) for someone who did the hot & cold thingy... come to think of it, the whole thing lasted for 1 week only... the same time as my time of the month... hmm.... that probably explains it...
oh well... Good thing it's all over now...
Moral of the story:
Pls steer clear of girls at their time of the month...
How I think too much... How I wonder and wonder until the cows come home...
Apparently detox steps 1 and 2 have worked, and I'm putting behind that whole episode of how my crush became a scary obsession(short-term only) for someone who did the hot & cold thingy... come to think of it, the whole thing lasted for 1 week only... the same time as my time of the month... hmm.... that probably explains it...
oh well... Good thing it's all over now...
Moral of the story:
Pls steer clear of girls at their time of the month...
星期三, 4月 01, 2009
Gym, Gym, Bollywood Dancing, Gym...
I've never been this sporty before...
Especially when the time of the month just arrived on eventful Monday...
Went gym on Mon with Syl, Tue was gym day at office for the fitness program, and today, went Bollywood dancing then gym for more cardios on the treadmill...
I'm so tired... My hips are aching, along with my arms which i'm starting not to feel them...
So very very tired...
Think I'll sleep thru the night till dawn...
Especially when the time of the month just arrived on eventful Monday...
Went gym on Mon with Syl, Tue was gym day at office for the fitness program, and today, went Bollywood dancing then gym for more cardios on the treadmill...
I'm so tired... My hips are aching, along with my arms which i'm starting not to feel them...
So very very tired...
Think I'll sleep thru the night till dawn...
星期一, 3月 30, 2009
Detox Step 2
I think i'm slowly getting the knack for doing the step 1 la... it's not a sure stable kind of footing, but.. I'm getting to it...
So here's the next step:
Don't think of him when you wake.
Don't think of him before you sleep.
Don't think of him on weekends.
Don't think of him when you dream.
And if you really have to think of him, Think horrible thoughts about him... how he digs his nose and flicks that disgusting piece of **** with his fingers... how he said nasty things about your bestest frens... how he kicked that poor little kitten with his dirty shoes...
So here's the next step:
Don't think of him when you wake.
Don't think of him before you sleep.
Don't think of him on weekends.
Don't think of him when you dream.
And if you really have to think of him, Think horrible thoughts about him... how he digs his nose and flicks that disgusting piece of **** with his fingers... how he said nasty things about your bestest frens... how he kicked that poor little kitten with his dirty shoes...
星期六, 3月 28, 2009
Detox Time Step 1
The time for detoxing is here. And since I have regained abit of my sanity, I know it's time to start cleansing myself of the impurities, before I lose all hope.
1st step:
Stop visiting his Blog, Facebook profile & stop waiting for him online.
1st step:
Stop visiting his Blog, Facebook profile & stop waiting for him online.
星期五, 3月 27, 2009
You Know You're Seriously Screwed when...
... When all you do in front of your computer is to check on all his facebook updates.
... When all you do in front of your computer is to check on all his blog updates.
... When all you do in front of your computer is to check on all his MSN Status updates.
... When all you do all day is to recall on what he said or did.
... When you get emo over the fact that he didn't call or msg.
... When all you do in front of your computer is to check on all his blog updates.
... When all you do in front of your computer is to check on all his MSN Status updates.
... When all you do all day is to recall on what he said or did.
... When you get emo over the fact that he didn't call or msg.
星期三, 3月 25, 2009
Must we play mind games?
I had wished that I'm less emotional and more rational.
More adept at playing mind games than less at doing silly things.
I can say I don't care. I can say I don't give a sh*t.
But can I not feel a thing?
The answer unfortunately is no.
But whatever it is, I have survived worst, and will continue to survive the new battles which I encounter along the way...
May God lead me safely through the hazy clouds that confuse, and ultimately to bright sunny paradise. . . I pray for my family and friends as well...
Hope exists in tears of sorrow.
After the rain comes the rainbow.
More adept at playing mind games than less at doing silly things.
I can say I don't care. I can say I don't give a sh*t.
But can I not feel a thing?
The answer unfortunately is no.
But whatever it is, I have survived worst, and will continue to survive the new battles which I encounter along the way...
May God lead me safely through the hazy clouds that confuse, and ultimately to bright sunny paradise. . . I pray for my family and friends as well...
Hope exists in tears of sorrow.
After the rain comes the rainbow.
